My Dearest Mom I miss you so very much. I remember calling you and the
sweet endearments, you would say like "how's my little honey" or " how's my little darlin".
I miss calling and hearing your familiar and sweet voice.
I miss you calling and telling me the latest exploit of the kitties.
I miss being able to call you and just pour out my heart about whatever or whoever and having someone who took the time to actually listen to me.
Everytime I walk in the house, I still look over to the blue lazy boy to see if you are sitting there,
then I wander into the kitchen because if you weren't in the lazy boy,
you were usually busy in the kitchen cooking or cleaning, but you're not there, and my heart aches and I can barely stand to go to your house anymore, because my mommy is not there.
I wish I'd been able to be more demonstrative to you and give you all the hugs and kisses and "I love yous" that you deserved.
I wish I knew what was wrong with me that I have such a hard time letting you know how much I loved you.
I tried to show you by buying you things, but that's not what you wanted or needed. You just wanted to be loved and give love in return.
Mom you are the most precious gift I had in my life. I'm so sorry I didn't realize it in time.
I was too busy trying to make other people like me... people that I know now don't matter, because they don't care about me and never will. No one is as important as you and the rest of my family.
I learned a terrible lesson by losing you. I learned that no one is more important then my family and no one loves me
like my family does or forgives the idiotic things I do like my family does.
You and the rest of my family always accepted me and loved me despite my shortcomings.
Mom I hope I can be there with you soon because I don't want to be here anymore without you. My life is so empty, and I am so alone. The only thing that keeps me going is my love for all my little animals.
Knowing you rescued them from certain death and was their momma because they lost their own momma helps me keep going
because I know I can't let them down, or you down by not taking the best of care of them all.
Mom, I will keep your memory alive with the grandkids. They will always remember you as long as I am around.
I hope you can come and see me and let me know that you are okay and that you are happy and healed. I need that reassurance so much to give me some kind of hope to keep living.
Mom you are the best and I love you so very very much.
Thank you for all you have done for me during all my life. You are my champion and my hero and my most precious momma forever. I love you!

I'll love you forever. I'll like you for always, forever and ever my mommy you'll be! Love you and miss you so much!!! :`( Lisa Lu

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