Mum,
It has been two months and I miss you more with each day. There is such a big gap now that no one can fill. You were my best friend as well as my mum. I don't know how to fill that gap, I don't want to fill that gap. No one could possibly walk through life with me the way I knew you would have. It breaks my heart that you won't get to see your grandsons mature into young men. That you won't see Ethan take his first steps and that he will never know who nana was.
I miss our talks, I could tell you everything, who can I tell now? There was still so much to say, to experience together. I wish this hurt would go away. I never thought it would be this hard. you were so young, you had so much left to give. You were a beautiful person and i am so proud to have been blessed with you as my mum. I hope I made you proud.
I hope you are at peace. I hope nana and your gran are with you. I hope you are spinning big fluffy balls of cloud.
I love you mum, I always will and I think of you everyday.
Your daughter
Mellisa
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