Dear Mom, You have been gone for 2 months now, what am I to do? Moving on without you seems impossible, yet I realize its what I must do. You are as real to me as your blue eyes once were. You will be forever a guiding force for me and my husband to live by. I am sorry for your struggle to live those last few days, I hope you felt me with you, as you know that I did. My tears fall every day,I just miss your love so much. People who dont know the bond we shared tell me it will pass, I dont believe it will. Christmas is coming, you loved it then, our home rings of your presence because I know how you would feel. Blackie and Gray miss you and have been a comfort while your gone. Nothing can replace you, God, I fight to believe its all happening. Who will guide me now, who will show me the truth? You will never know our child, whom will be named after you. This scares me because I have no one to answer my fears the way I know youd do. I cant wait to see you in heaven, where I will search for you. Please live you time up there for YOU. I picture you young,in your modeling days, maybe with Dad, maybe alone and finally feeling free. I love you Mom so much I hope you still feel me.

rebecca

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