You passed away 14/12/02' at 12:10am and it's just over 3 months since you have gone. People try and comfort you and tell you time will heal, but I find it gets harder some days. After I left the Hospital day after day, I remember staring out of the car window on the way home and continuous tears trickling down my face.I knew the time would have come, but couldn't imagine life without you mum... My greatest regret will always be, not being the daughter I should have been, but my greatest honour in life was to be able to look after you and I hope that I was of some comfort to you the last weeks that were so full of pain and fear. You never once complained and didn't want us to see. We were all falling apart around you and you tried to comfort us. The physical, emmotional pain I now feel is so unbelievable sometimes, It seems I about to explode. I go to sleep and see your face and wake seeing your face, I see you everywhere. I miss you so very much mum, life just seems so unjust, cruel & unfair. I break down for no reason, any time any place when reality sets in and I realize that I can never see you or touch you again or even just call you on the phone, which I have found myself going to do a few times. Dad is so heartbroken without you, I try to hold back when I'm with him. I hope there is some sort of life after death and you are resting in peace. The world is not same without you in it. GOD BLESS YOU MY DARLING MOTHER, I WILL MISS YOU & LOVE YOU FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE.

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