Hi Doll Baby,

Oh lover, what will I do without you? No one knows the horrible grief I'm going through. You were always my rock. You kept me on the right track, especially emotionally. You died so quickly. I miss you so much. I'm so lonely for you Carl Edward. I'm so lonely. We were gonna make it, weren't we? You always said you knew we would. I would have taken care of you. I would have made you so happy. You were so good to me. We were perfect together, weren't we? I wish we'd just have gone ahead and done it. We would have taken care of each other. I miss looking into those beautiful eyes. Staring at each other, getting lost in your eyes. Touching your cheeks. Melting when you smiled that smile. And our kisses...oh those wonderful kisses. We were the best, weren't we? I love your hands. Those strong hands. Those gentle hands. Your lips. And baby, your voice...I just love to hear you talk. I have those voicemails that you teased me about being too sentimental because I kept them.....well Sweetie, it was the best thing I could have done! You made me feel so special, so cherished. You made me live again. I want you back. I know you never will come back, but I still want you. I'm gonna wait for that rose and flamingo. I need to know you're alright. The girls miss you. I think they're gonna hide now, maybe go away. Honey's "Carl Howarrrrd" is gone. You are my sweet, sexy, strong, smart computer man.

Kisses baby, a million, million.....kisses and hugs. URS...K.

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