Dear Nanny, I miss you so much no, it's coming up to Christmas and I can't believe how hard this is to get through. I know you are still with me but it's not the same as knowing that I'll be coming home each day and you'll still be there for me even if it is to shout and scream at me for being late or leaving the house a mess. I love you so much and I know mum misses you as well, everyone does I don't think you understand how much you meant to us all. You were the one that kept us together and stopped everything falling apart. I don't seem to be able to stop crying and it's in the stupidest places! You'd probably laugh at me. I miss your cooking, it's not the same coming home on a sunday knowing that there is no roast dinner waiting for me, the silver pot that you made soup or scouse in is redundant really. No one knows how to make scouse. I love you nan and I wish for Christmas that you would come back and all of this had been the most terrible nightmare but I know that can't happen and I know I have to carry on my life without you, that is the most terrifying prospect of all. I love you nanny

i love you i miss you stacey

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