Dear Nathan, What's up? Not much is going on here. Let me start off by telling you that my spelling my not be the best, but o' well here we go. Ever since you died everything has been crazy. Fist of all mom and me are killing each other! It seems like every time we try to talk it turns into a huge fight, we have been fighting ever since you died. Like at your funeral mom wanted to have leeroy come sing one of his hit makeing song's. We could not stand his music, it was so awful, I don't know why any one even listen to it. Maybe it was cause mom, grandma, and even grandpa {you know all the old people }listen to it. I threw the bigest fit about that, but thats still o.k cause I end up gettig up winning.You ended up having Puff Daddy. Wich every one could not belive I was goning to play rap music at church. But at the end everyone liked it, and on the way to the cemtray dad had all of his biker buddes follow behind you blocking off traffic. People were getting so mad, you could see how the traffic was trying to get by.Then that don't even beggin to start it off,you'r little girlfriend stop in the middle of the road, causeing 2 wreck. You know you were complety right about Stephanie, she such the little hoe {you can't turn a hoe into a housewife}.She has been goning out to the bar's every weekend.And even at that she has been danceing with other guys, and who knows what.You know the night you died she had the nerve to ask me if you had a life ins. pollice.I have heard so much more about what she has done.I told her the other day that nobody was going to make my brother look like a fool,now that your dead, please, I told her that next time I hear about her doing any more stupid shit I was going to kick her ass.I don't think she really like that to much,cause she hung up on me.But the least to say I havent heard any more shit. Anyways, you would be so proud of me,I have meet the perfect guy.His name is J.R and the least to say I know you would like him, he is into the same kind of stuf you were.And mom and Brent can't stand him so that's even better.J.R and Brent have already exchanged words.{kind of funny}He is oringal from Phoenix Arz. he is 28 years olds, and is really fine.The firts time I had a seziure and was put in the hospital he was right there buy my side, and takes me out all the time. He is alwas down my ass about takeing my med.And of course he is a mexican. Once you died I reall stop careing about a lot of things.I quit united cause Judy was always down my ass to move to Phoenix with J.R. I started getting high and drinking all the time, and staying out late going to the bars.And I coud really care less about what anybody say about me.My attuide is so bad.When I was in Phoenix I had my tounge prieced again. Well it has been two months since you have died and there is so much more to talk about and go on and on.The main point Iam trying to getting a cross is that I miss you so much.I still keep driving by where you died.Even when I went to go see you the other day with Casey I was able to make it threw the whole time with out crying, but I also was high. I still have times when I just start crying out of the blue. And the music we played at your funeral,is at least played in my car once a day.It's hard not to have you here to talk to when shit goes down. Right now Iam staying at dads house of the week and thing arent really goning that well.Now I understand what you were talking about.But anyways back to the subject.I see your clothes and wonder why.I still dont understand that,if any thing it shoud of been me not you.I mean its always me who is always triping on my sizure, who is always, and who is always is drama.It was such a suprise for all of this to happen out of the blue.I still dont understand why it was not me instead of you.I guess God does every thing for a reason.I think maybe if it would of been me instead of you maybe you could'nt of handle it.I don't know all I know is I love you. So goodbye in till the next time I see you.

youre pimp sister JULIE RENAE LANGHAM

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