I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I WON'T HEAR YOUR LAUGH AGAIN,SEE YOUR SMILE (OR SOMETIMES SCOWL,IF WE WERE DISCUSSING WORK OR THE CHANGE IN PEOPLE THESE DAYS.) BUT YET I STILL HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES TO KEEP YOU FOREVER WITH ME. I'D BE LYING IF I SAID I WASN'T INITIALLY ANGRY WITH YOU ,ANGRY FOR PULLING THIS SICK JOKE THAT COULDN'T BE TRUE,ANGRY FOR LEAVING ME AND SO MANY OTHERS BEFORE WE WERE READY,NOT THAT WE EVER WOULD BE. ANGRY FOR OUR LAST CONVERSATION BEING SICK JOKES WITH ONE ANOTHER LIKE ALWAYS INSTEAD OF SOMETHING MORE MEAINIGFUL,ANGRY FOR NOT GIVING US A CHANCE TO DO THE THINGS WE SO OFTEN PLANNED BUT NEVER GOT AROUND TO AND ANGRY FOR LEAVING ME AND OTHERS IN SHOCK AND SO MUCH PAIN. BUT YET AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO BE ANGRY WITH YOU FOR LEAVING I JUST CAN'T BE ANGRY WITH YOU,I NEVER COULD AS YOU ALWAYS MADE ME LAUGH EVEN IF IT WAS WITH YOUR SICK MIND AND TWISTED SENSE OF HUMOUR EVERY MORNING 3 DAYS A WEEK AND SOME WEEKNIGHTS, A SENSE OF HUMOUR THAT QUICKLY RUBBED OFF ON ME OVER THE PAST TWO YEARS.I HOPE YOU KNEW HOW MUCH YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANT TO ME ,IT WAS SOMETHING I NEVER EXPECTED AND DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE MYSELF HOW MUCH I COUNTED ON UNTIL NOW ,I FEEL SO ALONE NOW AND AM NOT SURE HOW TO COPE WITHOUT MY FAVORITE PIG AT WORK NOW, I JUST DON'T WANT TO EVEN BE THERE ANYMORE WITHOUT YOU IT WON'T BE THE SAME BUT I HAVE TO GO ON FOR NOW I GUESS AND USE MY MEMORIES FOR STRENGTH AND COUNT MY BLESSINGS I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE MET YOU, I'LL MISS YOU,BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ROBERT I PROMISE YOU THAT.

YOUR FRIEND,BETSY W.

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