Josh, I just want you to know how much I truly love you and miss you. I still can't believe you are gone. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you. I'm hurting really bad right now. You were my soul mate and my best friend. You never judged me. You always had faith in me. When I needed someone to talk to you were always there. I think about our unborn child and how much you wanted to be a father to him or her. You mean't so much to me Josh. I wish you were still here. Nothing seems right anymore. I miss everything about you.....your smile, your laugh, your sense of humor, your hugs and kisses, your voice, the silly dance you used to do :-), and so much more. I always dreamed of marrying you and finally being your wife. I thought my dream would come true, but I guess I was wrong. I know we've only known each other for a year and we were in a relationship for nine months, but it seemed so much longer. I cry about you often and even when I remember all the wonderful times we spent together it makes me cry because I know we will never be able to do that anymore. You treated me like a queen and it made me for once in my life feel good about myself. Our baby is a part of you and me and I cherish that a lot. I hope you knew how much I loved you Josh. We have had so much fun in the past. You made me so happy. From the minute I fell deeply in love with you I knew we were destined to be together, forever. Everytime I hear the song "One Call Away" by Chingy which you dedicated to me I think of you and it makes me want to cry. You always used to call me your princess and just so you know I'll always be your princess. When I die and go to heaven we will be together once again. I still love you and I know I always will.

Love you always and forever, Jessica

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