Dear Dad, Im a mess. Three years ago Jason killed him self. I tried College (hoping you would be proud) but Im not strong enough. You and I had an awful relationship. I wish it were different. I so wanted to please you. Im sorry I ran away but you were hurting me and there was no other way out. I dont know what to do. I hope you dont hate me from where you are. I know Im sick, but Im working on it. I miss the nice things you did. Thank you for the flower for the pretty girl (me) you have no idea how much that ment to me. That alone was enough to make me cry. Is your mustach still curled up? I did that. Mom said it was okay. I played the dance at your funeral and it was terrible. I did a lousey Job but I was upset. I am sorry for everything. I wish you were here. I need my daddy. Dont hate me and dont forget me okay? I did love you and no matter what you think, I did respect you. I wish I knew your side of the family, but they dont want to hear from me. No body does. Anyway I hope you feel better now. Malissa is beautiful and still has her papa Gene bear. I love you dad.

Forever your baby Jessie

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