DEAR SON, IT HAS BEEN ALMOST ONE YEAR SINCE I LOST YOU. IT HAS BEEN ALMOST ONE YEAR SINCE I LAST SAW YOU SMILE OR HEARD YOU LAUGH. ALMOST ONE YEAR SINCE I LAST FELT ONE OF YOUR BIG HUGS OR TUSSLED YOUR HAIR. YOU WERE MY FIRST, THROUGH YOU I LEARNED HOW HARD IT IS TO BE A MOTHER. WE HAD FOUR YEARS TOGETHER WHERE IT WAS JUST THE TWO OF US. THOSE WERE VERY SPECIAL YEARS, MANY WALKS AND TALKS TOGETHER. I AM GRATEFUL FOR THOSE TIMES AND I FEEL SO VERY LUCKY TO BE YOUR MOTHER. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DESPERATELY. IT IS SO HARD TO BE A MOTHER AND WATCH YOUR CHILD GROW AND SUFFER. WE PARENTS THINK WE CAN LOVE YOU THROUGH ANYTHING. I WAS WRONG. I THOUGHT I COULD SAVE YOU, I THOUGHT IF I JUST LOVED YOU ENOUGH ALL WOULD RIGHT ITSELF. ARE YOU HAPPY AND PEACEFUL NOW? I HAVE TO THINK THAT YOU ARE, THAT YOU HAVE FOUND THE PEACE AND HAPPINESS YOU DESERVE. YOU ARE SO MISSED MY SWEET SON. I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE YOUR MOTHER. I ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU.

SUSAN BRAWLEY AARON'S MOM FOREVER

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