Lanie, I have cried many tears. Tears of anger, tears of regret, and tears of hatred over what I have done to you. Through every drop I have found no solice, no joy, and no relief. I have come to a point where I have thrown away, and given to God the burden of grief that I clung so very tightly to. I had held on to unforgiving pain...fearing that if I were to let it go...I would lose you in the process. I know differently now. These tears that I cry for you today are ones of rejoicing, they are tears of happiness and relief. Though your absence here has left a dark place deep within me, but now I have found my peace. So today I honor your memory here. I love you my sweet girl, and will be holding dear thoughts of you in my heart now and forever.

Love Always, Mommy

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