In Loving Memory of
Michelle "Renee" Brammer-Bazell : Aug.21,1969-Jun9,1990

Renee, I know that you are aware of how much I have always missed you. My life was forever changed the day you left us.I am not the only one who will forever grieve for you. There are too many more to name..... I know that you can see what fine young men your Sons have become!! I know you are very proud & I hope you believe that I have done the best that I could to raise them right. I have never failed to always make you a part of their lives. They love you & still remember Mommy.......... You were & will always be the best friend that I ever had. You were not just a sister-in-law, You were my little Sister. We now know the truth & I always said it from the start, You would never willingly leave your little boys. I pray & I know within my heart that you have found the peace & Happiness that you always deserved. I never met a more beautiful person inside & out, than you were. You were most definitely one of a kind; A true gem....I think of all our fun times together, & also t! he many, many rough times that we helped each other through. I could not have made it without you being there for me so many times. My heart aches so deeply for my best friend. I have never allowed another person to reach my heart the way that you did. I pray that in some way Bobby has now found you again... I do hope you are able to forgive him. He lived 11 years, but it was not really living..... He started dying the very day that you did. His life was truly a living hell. I don't know why he had to be the way that he was. I am sure if he only had it all to do over, he would have been so different. Loving him cost you your life & the same applies to him where you were concerned. Although a lot of people disagree, they did not see what I saw. He truly suffered & never forgave himself. Somehow, I pray that you have met again & can now start anew. He loved you genuinely, he was just a troubled soul......Please be there to meet me when I cross, I want to see You & my Dave so m! uch!! I love all of you Eternally!! In remembering your favorite song.........,"I could have missed the pain, But I'd have had to miss THE DANCE........." I will never regret the pain that I have had to endure. I wouldn't have missed knowing & loving you, if given the choice, for anything in this world....... UNTIL WE ALL MEET AGAIN!!!! I LOVE YOU SIS............. CATHY

CATHY,DEREK, NICKY, YOUR MOM, TIMMY & RANDY

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