Beloved daughter, stepdaughter,sister, mother, friend.Only the angels in heaven know all that is in your heart now. But we sense you are at peace. I am praying daily for your mom and dad sisters and brothers. If I could go back two weeks there are so many things I would do differently, so many things I would have made sure of, so many things I would have insisted on , I only know what I did and what I thought I was gracefully allowing you to work out. I know you leaving us like this will be in all of our minds an accident, no one fills out financial aid forms and intends to die, no one makes appointments all day and intends to die, no one intends to die that goes out running and making plans for when they will do it everyday. I will miss our daily phone calls , most of all your smile and your laughter. I feel like God sent you to me and I was way over my head and I tried and it was not enough. I know you felt accepted loved wanted in my home, but I left you alone and it is hard to forgive myself whether I was sick or not, you were too vulnerable, and too young in your recovery . I hope there are sheltering wings for when you are wishing this turned out different and that in heaven you get over the remorse of an accidental death fast and enjoy the peace we all hope you get to in heaven.Loving Step Mom,Patience

Patience Lowe

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