My big brother. My best-friend when we where young, that grew up and away. My memories of you are how close we were when we where young and full of life. Life is what took you away. You made choices, we could never be there for you...you wouldn't let us. I see you now, in my head the smiling boy that was my brother and my friend; and then I see you as you where when you chose to end your life. I am angry at you, I love you, I am so sorry that this is the end. You where connected in my heart, always have been and now there is an empty place that was my big brother. God has taken you home and mended your wing. You fly high now with the other angels, your pain and demons gone. Your children miss you Danny, Daddy is hurt so deeply, Mom can't even face this loss, the girls are so full of regret. Danny why was there no one you would reach to when we where all reaching for you? Why is this the way you feel it had to be? There are so many whys. Sueann loves you so much, you have hurt her so many times, she just needed time and then she wanted you to come home. Why couldn't you let time heal things. Why did you have to leave us? Why are there so many questions that each of us must now find answers to without you? I have always been the strong one, but Danny facing this and telling everyone that loves you that you are gone, took all the strength from me. I am so sad inside now that I am numb. I miss you my brother, my friend, and now my angel.

Lana

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