Dear Mom, I miss you so much, and feel so lost without you. I know I am a grown woman now, but there is so much I have yet to learn, and I wish you were here to guide me. It's only been 6 months since you're gone--and as the holidays are coming to a close, I think about you more and more. You were so much that I could never be--so strong, so funny, so lovable, so in control. Do you remember when I used to call you the Poster Child for Stress Management? I wish that I could still feel you, that I knew you were ok and that you were still with me somehow. I love you, Mom. I love you so much, and I miss you more than you could ever know. You were my best friend and my shoulder to lean on. You always accepted me no matter how much I failed or hurt you or let you down. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't know what love really is. There will never be a replacement for you. I know I am selfish, and I am happy that you are in a better place as they say, but life without you will never be the same. I am grateful that your pain and suffering has ended, because you went through so much, too much--for too long. Now I see what your life was like, if only a glimpse. You were the best mother any girl could ever ask for-I'm so sorry I wasn't the daughter you deserved. Please know that I love you and that I think about you every day.

Love, Your Daughter Kimmie

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