ANGER yup, that's what still comes to mind when I think of loosing my sister-in-law. She was my brother's wife, mother to my two wonderful nieces and my friend. I enjoyed calling her "My Sister" not just "my sister-in-law" because we were so close. Kim kept our family sane. She gave me a brother I never knew I had, two gorgeous nieces I will forever cherish and cut through the BS in our family like a hot knife through butter! I loved her, I loved the honesty she embodied, the strength she brought out in those around her and the absolutely unconditional love she had for every member of her family. She taught both my brother and I what it meant to be angry but to also forgive and still love. She taught us that it's ok to be pissed off at our parents and that we really can rely on ourselves and each other without appearing weak...to anyone. She was yanked from us all too soon. Her girls still young, both not quite teenagers. My brother just learning what it meant to love...forever, the wife he could not have gotten as far as he had without. I'm angry. I cry to myself, I rail against God, I scream to the Saints... It's NOT Fair what they have allowed!!! Someone was sleeping on the job here!! It was not her time... We weren't prepaired, I'll never forgive God for this last insult. How could He?

ONE ANGRY SISTER

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