it will be almost two years this coming March 31,still fresh in my mind my son Benson jr,he was a seaman by profession, our last reunion were we are all complete was the year 2003,september up to december 18,this reunion was not as happy moment we have due to financial problems,but we did tried our very best to as happy as we could,we went to Manila for two week,my husband is also a seaman and need for medical checkup,so he was left w/2 brothers at home maybe that was one that he could servered and watched his brothers for the last time,we celebrated his birthday in a very simple manner,in this this father left ahead to join the ship,that celebration always runs on my mind for him,his laughter,febuary 5,was his joining for Sinapore,that last voice I have heard from him,say take care always ,mama the I love you,that rings always in my ears and made me miss him so much.March 29 was the last text early in the morning that asking how was my birthday I told him very simplt preparation barbeque and spaghetti.31 at 8-9 pm received a called he died allegedly a suicede case w/c I could not beleived shocking to hear but I have face it,A mother suffering a lost son was very hurting grief.I put all my trust to Our Lord for He knew everything what had happen,He puts all inorder for me to leasten my troubles,here now I'm buzy w my apostolate works for my son, I know his happy for what I have done,Benson jr is now in the right track.I miss you and love you always, I know you are for us to carry us when the time comes.

loving you forver,papa,mama, nikki,jesse

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