Mami and Daddy, Who would've thought that in a brief short years of my life that we were together that you would be snatched from the tight grasp of my hands and heart!!! I know that your passing was for the better. It hurt me to know and see you so weak, and watch your health rapidly deteriorate. It hurts me more to know that I could've and should've been there for you more often, and I wasn't!!! I am so sorry!!!! I miss you sooo much, and I need you to know that I really did and still do love you!!! I am soo hurt, and weak right now!!! I hate the fact that the two people who meant the most to me in this whole world are gone!!! I don't think that this pain that my heart feels will ever subside. There aren't enough words to describe how important you are to me!!! I can't say that I am sorry enough, or say how much I love you!! I am trying my best to make you proud of me. I am trying my best to move on, but it is hard to function on a normal everyday basis, because I don't feel normal anymore!!! I am no longer a whole anymore. When you two died, a big piece of me went with you.Only god knows how much you mean to me, and no matter what I am always gonna need you, whether it be to tell me your silly & crazy stories, to hold me & rub my head when I don't feel good, or just for some advice. No matter what I am always gonna need you. I am just not ready to let go!!! I love you, and miss you. I hope that you can see this, and know that I tried my best to be there for you, like I promised as a little girl!!! Well, all there is left to say is Rest In Peace, God-Bless You, and I Will Always Love You, I Really Miss You, and Yes, I will let your grad-babies know how much they meant to you, and how much you loved them!!!!!!! 1/11/55 - 6/09/06 & 10/18/55 - 8/13/05 R.I.P.

Lovin You Always' Your Daughter, Judith-Clare Ayala

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