In Loving Memory of

Warren Marshall Knapp, Sr.

Dear Dad: So many times I have thought about writing you a memorial, but today felt like the right day. I miss you so much, Poppa, and love you with all my heart. I will never understand why our family had to suffer so much sadness and heartache over the years. I truly never felt that you were the person at fault, I know it was mommy. I have many memories of you from when I was younger. You always loved me, I was so proud to be your daughter. You forgave me for the really bad times I put you through. Mommy never will. I remember coming into Gimbels after school and asking you for a quarter so I could buy an ice cream cone at Syl-May Drugs. You used to give me a hard time (in a joking way) but always came through with the quarter! I remember swing dancing with you so many times when we went to see Warren's different bands. We had so much fun. I want to tell you that you were the one constant in my life. I couldn't count on anyone else to be there for me, even at my worst. I apologize from my heart and soul for the things I did that hurt you. I am also very sorry for not having visited you very much in the last few months of your life. Mommy and Gail were acting so terrible to me that I didn't want to be around them. You and I had our private goodbye on July 3, 2005. You never woke up, but I know you knew I was there. I hope that you find happiness in your heart and peace in your soul in heaven. I'm sure you and Warren are busting each other's chops as usual. I will love you forever and thank you for every single loving thing you ever did for me. My heart is so empty. There are just Mommy, Gail and I left now, and Mommy still continues to break my heart. James is doing very well, as is Jordan, and I know you are still proud of them.

I'll always be your "baby" and will cherish and love you till we meet again. Then we'll put on some music and swing dance!! Janice S. Pielert