In Loving Memory of

(Bub) Tim Siders II

Bub; Only God knows the extent of the pain I feel. I miss you so very much. A part of me died the day that you did. You are the most wonderful son a mother could ever hope for. Oh!!! to hear you say I love you mom or to hear those footsteps as you come through the door, what I wouldn't give. Just to feel those strong arms around me. We had such hopes, such dreams. Even knowing how you died I would have taken your place in a second. I see that fall over and over in my head. I think to my self, did he scream, did he cry, did he want me. You were always so brave. Sometimes the pain is unbearable and then other times I just want to scream and scream and scream.Sometimes I will see someone that reminds me of you or a vehicle that I think is you coming. It was never suppose to be this way, I was suppose to die first. Oh you were such a lover of life. I hope when my time comes that God lets you greet me. I love you my beautiful son.

You are forever in my heart and always on my mind. Love, Mom