In Loving Memory of

Bonnie J. Launderville

Grandma, I miss you with all my heart and then some!! Not 1 day goes by that I don't miss you!!You know after all this time I finally got it...we are just alike!! I can't put in words how much you mean to me and the kids.You were the one who knew me inside and out!You and I had a bond that few people get..and I am one of them!! Fuck gram I still can't accept that you are not here.I went to you for everything....you knew when something was wrong..no one else does,I can hide it from them..not you.You were my "mother" and alot of other peoples "ma" too. I hope you and Shane are looking down on us!!! I belive that you are!My life is never going to be the same without you and shane!! Gram I am sorry that I could't do more for you,I still blame myself for all of this,cause you know how I think that I can change things!!I see you left me alot of stuff....that you think I can handle?? I got you gram... it's not easy, I think that I have been fuckimg up lately,but i'm picking up the peices and moving on with shit in my life..I just wanted to let you know a couple of things so I can get them off my chest.I wish I could talk to you,you knew what to say,even if it hurt my feelings. You were "real",not to many of them left.I want to tell you "I LOVE YOU" "FOREVER" I will see you soon!!! I miss U!! so much. inside i cry ,everyday!!! You are the best ever!!!SWEET DREAMS!!!love always your granddaughter-AMBER,oxoxox

Love and Miss U always, Amber,Mark,Jestin,Raelynn