I can never say good-bye to you. I once said that I wished I could take some of your pain from you.
This is almost more than I can bear.

To quote the most brilliant man I know: "my heart is hollow, all I have is an empty view" and "then I wake up and it hurts like hell". I know that you are still with me - we are soulmates. It is just so hard to go on every day without you. Dita is my only remaining link with you.

You would be proud of Megan - she remembers all that you told her. She has been my rock.

Why did I leave that night?
Why didn't I call you one more time?

Why did you have to leave so soon? You taught me the meaning of life and of love. I still had so much to learn and so much to share with you.

I will miss you every day of my life.
I will see you again beyond the stars.

I love you.