Silent ScreamLosing you has ripped my soul apart. Each day I search for that which is lost. And in the end I scream silent scream. At night I close my eyes and find myself remembering.. A babe suckling my breast..In awe of this tiny life that has filled my soul with Bliss. We are enveloped in a soft warm place full of love. Sometimes I could not tell where you ended and I began. And then I remember that you are gone There in the silence of my room I scream a silent scream. I am here and you are not I struggle each day to rise from my bed To begin again another day without you. In the kitchen at the sink I remember how you clung to my leg and begged to play in the water. There is no one at my leg now. And I Scream a silent scream. Night comes and I know I must sleep but the thought of that bed and my rolling memories I know I will relive propels me into the early morning hours. Little hands cupping my face leaning in close for those cute little baby kisses I miss that.. The two most precious things in my life are gone...How do I go on?? "You okay??" my dear heart asks. wiping away the tears I say "Just doing what I do everynight dear" Rolling over in the bed I silently scream. How do I go on??? With Salt on my face and screams in my heart. Suzana Garrison Mommy to Willi and Erik

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