Grandad, I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and cry. I wish there was something I could do to make you come back, I wish there was a way to see you one more time. 18 years together wasn't enough, I wanted, I needed more time. I'm sorry so so so sorry for everything that I have done in the past that has caused you pain or hurt, I wish I could take back each and every one of those times. And replace them with good memories. I wish I could give you a big hug, and tell you how much I really did love you. I know "I love you" wasn't something we said often, but I can only pray that you knew it, and you heard me in the hospital when I told you that I did love you, if you did I'll never know. I love you so much Grandad...and I miss you...my heart hurts so much, I don't know what to do. I keep thinking you will walk through our door and come back into our lives...but deep down I know I have to face this world without you now..and that is something I never thought I could do...and now I'm faced with that challenge. I hope your safe in Heaven, and I do love you...so much I can't describe it in words...I just pray that you know it...
with love to my dearest grandad... Donna
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