In Loving Memory of
JAMES PATRICK MCKEE


MY DEAREST SON IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 11YRS SINCE I LOST YOU I WANT YOU TO KNOW I HAVE BEEN RUNNING FROM YOU SINCE YOUR DEATH WE MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH . IAM WORKING HARD AT UNLOCKING THE FEAR,PAIN,SORROW THATS BEEN BOTTLED UP SINCE THE DAY OF THAT AWFUL PHONE CALL ON JUNE 23RD 1991 THAT WAS THE DAY MY WHOLE WORLD STOPPED JUST HOW COULD YOU BE DEAD!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN MAD AT EVERYONE YOU ESPICALLY, GOD, ME, AND; THE WHOLE WORLD OH WE DID MAKE A BREAK THROUGH YOUR DAD WENT WITH ME TO SEE YOU THE OTHER DAY THAT WAS HIS SECOND TIME HE WENT OUT THERE SINCE WE BURIED YOU BUT THIS TIME HE WENT TO YOUR GRAVE SITE IT WAS HARD ON HIM BUT ITS TIME TO FACE FACTS YOU WILL NEVER COME BACK TO US NOTHING WE CAN SAY OR DO TO MAKE IT HAPPEN I REALLY DONT THINK YOU WOULD WANT TOI BE BACK HERE YOUR DING Y AUNT PAT FELL OVER THE DOGS LEASH 4MONTHS AGO AND YOU KNOW HOW CLUMSEY SHE IS SHE FELL AND SHATTERED HER LEG FROM KNEE DOWN SHE THINKS SHE IS REAL PITFUL LOL SHE WILL BE IN CAST FOR ABOUT A YEAR I GUESS YOU KNOW ABOUT NOT HAVING FAMILY ANYMORE BUT SON IT WASNT MY DOING OR MY FAULT I WAS JUST TRYING TO GET PAT OUT OF A DANGEROUS PLACE BUT YOU KNOW I WAS THE FALL GUY I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO TAKE CARE OF HER IT IS VERY STRANGE YOUR FAMILY TURNS THEIR BACKS ON US ABND STRANGERS HAVE BEEN THE ONLY ONES TO HELP ME AND CARE AND HAVE REAL CONCERNS FOR US OHHHH I DONT KNOW ABOUT KRISTI OR HER DARLING SCOTT JACK WELL(ALMOST DEAD) AS PAT CALLS HER BROKE HER HIP SO I GOT A FEELING AFTER JACK IS GONE SHE MIGHT GET IN TOUCH AND WANT TO COME BACK SHE WILL HAVE TO CHANGE A WHOLE LOT AND SCOTTY BETTER NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT HIM COMMING BEHIND HER I REALLY WISH I COULD SEE SHIANE IN PERSON, IN HER PICTURES SHE LOOKS LIKE KRISTI HAVE YOU SEEN A CLOSER LOOK AT HER? I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU WOULDNT WANT ME TO STAY IN PLACE AND NOT GO ON WITH LIFE YOU LED YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANTED IM SORRY IT WAS CUT SO SHORT BUT WE WILL MEET ON THE OTHER SIDE WELL PATRICK IM GONNA GO NOW IM IN THERPERARY AND SEE THE SHRINK AND I THIMK IM MAKING A BREAK THROUGH IM SORRY I DIDNT GET YOUR CHRISTMASS TREE TO YOU BUT I DID BRING YOU YOUR CHARLIE BROWN BASKET I KNOW YOU LIKED IT THAT WAS THE WAY YOU WERE SO BABY BOY SLEEP IN THE ARMS OF THE ANGELS MY SON BUT I MUST TELL YOU YOU THINK YOU GOT THE LAST LAUGH WHEN I SAW YOU IN THAT CASKET WITH THAT LITTLE SMIRK ON YOUR FACE BUT IM SAVING A BIG ONE FOR YOU SO GET READY BY THE WAY IN YOUR OBURITURY YOUR GRANNY MADE SURE THAT THE WHOLE WORLD KNEW YOU WERE RAISED BY YOUR LOVING GRANDMA JUST TO GET HER DIG IN AT ME BUT IF THEY ARE GOING TO BE IN HEAVEN THEN I GOT IT MADE. I'M ENDING THIS PAGE FOR YOU WITH A SCRIPTURE THAT'S VERY SIGINIFICANT TO ME, IT BRINGS ME PEACE IN MY TIMES OF SORROW....... 1 CORINTHIANS 13 NIV 1. THOUGH I SPEAK WITH TOUNGES OF MEN AND OF ANGELS, BUT HAVE NOT LOVE, I HAVE BECOME SOUNDING BRASS OR A CLANGING CYMBAL. 2. AND THOUGH I HAVE THE GIFT OF PROPHECY, AND UNDERSTAND ALL MYSTERIES AND ALL KNOWLEDGE, AND THOUGH I HAVE ALL FAITH, SO THAT I COULD REMOVE MOUNTAINS, BUT HAVE NOT LOVE, I AM NOTHING. 3. AND THOUGH I BESTOW ALL MY GOODS TO FEED THE POOR, AND THOUGH I GIVE MY BODY TO BE BURNED, BUT HAVE NOT LOVE, IT PROFITS ME NOTHING. 4. LOVE SUFFERS LONG AND IS KIND; LOVE DOES NOT ENVY; LOVE DOES NOT PARADE ITSELF, IS NOT PUFFED UP; 5. DOES NOT BEHAVE RUDELY, DOES NOT SEEK ITS OWN, IS NOT PROVOKED, THINKS NO EVIL; 6. DOES NOT REJOICE IN INIQUITY, BUT REJOICES IN THE TRUTH; 7. BEARS ALL THINGS, BELIEVSE ALL THINGS, HOPES ALL THINGS, ENDURES ALL THINGS. 8. LOVE NEVER FAILS, BUT WEATHER THERE ARE PROPHECIES, THEY WILL FAIL; WHEATHER THERE ARE TOUNGES, THEY WILL CEASE; WEATHER THERE IS KNOWLEDGE, IT WILL VANISH AWAY. 9. FOR WE KNOW IN PART AND WE PROPHESY IN PART, 10.BUT WHEN THAT WHICH IS PERFECT HAS COME, THEN THAT WHICH IS IN PART WILL BE DONE AWAY. 11.WHEN I WAS A CHILD, I SPOKE AS A CHILD, I UNDERSTOOD AS A CHILD, I THOUGHT AS A CHILD; BUT WHEN I BECAME A MAN, I PUT AWAY CHILDISH THINGS. 12.FOR NOW WE SEE IN A MIRROR, DIMLY, BUT THEN FACE TO FACE, NOW I KNOW IN PART, BUT THEN I SHALL KNOW JUST AS I ALSO AM KNOWN. 13.AND NOW ABIDE IN FAITH, HOPE, LOVE, THESE THREE; BUT THE GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE. SO, MY DEAREST SON, TIL WE MEET FACE TO FACE AGAIN ON THE OTHER SIDE. I'M SENDING MY LOVE ALONG WITH HUGS AND KISSES OF THE ANGELS FLUTTERING WINGS. GO IN PEACE, REST IN PEACE AS I WORK ON GAINING STRENGTH AND PEACE UNTIL THE LORD OUR GOD CALLS ME HOME OR MAKES HIS EARTHLY RETURN...... I PLEDEGE A PROMISE TO YOU, AND THAT IS' I WILL CONTINUE TO LEARN TO LAUGH, LOVE, CRY AND FORGIVE MYSELF OF THE GUILT I'VE CARRIED FOR ALMOST 11 YRS NOW. I KNOW YOU WANT THIS FOR ME AS MUCH AS I WANT THE VERY SAME FOR YOU. GO WITH GOD SON, GO WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU ARE LOVED AND WILL CON- TINUE TO BE LOVED TO ETERNITY.

WITH ALL OUR LOVE, MOM, DAD & AUNT PAT


  

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